My Stepdad, the douchebag

Ugh, so annoyed right now.  My stepdad is a freaking idiot.  So, i'm trying to hang out with my mom and friends right? He gets all pissy, saying that my mom needs to cut the cord and pretty much just abandon me so that he can "spend time" with her.  Well, all he does is work from 7-5 and then sit and watch tv all day.  I will admit that i am no better, but i have applied at a few places and im waiting for them to call back.  Also, I hang out with my friends, he has no friends.  All his friends freaking hate him, no joke.  Even their kids, THEIR KIDS hate him.  They say that kids are good judges on people, and guess what... IF THEY HATE YOU... YOU'RE PRETTY MUCH SCREWED.  So, you may be wondering why i or anybody could hate this guy.  Well... here's where i will begin.  When i was about 10 or so, he slept with a couple of girls, and my mom figured out about one, we'll just call her L.  He moved into his mothers house and they saw each other every day or so.  He eventually moved back in and kindled and old flame with an old high school girlfriend, we'll call her C.  C and her husband were happily living in N.C. and had 2 children.  After they started talking their marriage went to crap, and then after they stopped talking, she got pregnant and they are still living happily ever after.  Anyway, i'm getting off subject.  After C, he just turned into a total prick.  He started abusing my mom both mentally and physically.  He has threatened my also, but i'll just say that i've taken down my own father, i can take down his fat ass.  Anyway, one day while i was at school and my mom was at work, my step dad moved out...to live with his girlfriend... we'll call her J.  He was gone for about 6 or 7 months and everything was almost great... we had a hard time making things meet and my mom had to borrow from my grandma a lot.  But then apparently his girlfriend went crazy... cant imagine why or anything.. and then my mother (bless her soul and whatnot) let him come back.  After that he's been trying to be all nice to me... but he still treats my mom like crap.  I keep telling my mom to file for divorce... but after he put a gun to her head.. shes afraid.  I guess this all comes to you, the reader... If any of you have been through this, speak your story... i really don't know what to do.  I would really just like your help... leave a comment and spread this to your friends... if you dont know maybe they know somebody who does! Thanks for reading this you guys!

What the heck am I doing here?

After several attempts to make a blog and try and keep up with it... i thought i'd give it another try. I thought i would post some photos and stuff and you know... keep up with the times yo.  I have another blog from when i was in high school if you really want to check it out.  It's jocelynmorgan.blogspot.com, and the reason im making a new one is because i want it to be original and not something my teacher made me do... hope you enjoy!