I miss you!

Recently my boyfriend went off to college.  He's about 3 hours away from where i am right now.  I've laid in bed the past 3 days not sleeping til 3 in the morning.  I miss him.  I miss his hugs and his kisses.  I miss the way he runs his fingers through my hair.  I miss cuddling with him whenever i'm sad.  I miss laying my head in his lap while he plays video games.  I miss seeing his smile... like face to face.  We've been skyping like crazy... but that's just not enough.  I mean... he gives me "hugs and kisses" but its not the same.  I just miss him.  I tell myself everything will be okay, that he will be back eventually.  I wish that he could come and wipe away my tears.  It's hard... i know that he is not the one to cheat... but one of his roommates brings around all these girls to hang out with (he has a girlfriend as well.)  I'm just nervous that he'll find somebody prettier and has most of the same interests as him.  He keeps telling me I have nothing to worry about... but I do.  Is that bad?  My mind tells me that he will... while my heart tells me that he won't.  But i should at least attempt to sleep.  Goodnight people.

Superstition Ain't The Way

Alright, between Madonna and Stevie Wonder... i've had the quite the kick for both recently.  Anyway, i've been super busy with work and my boyfriend that i really haven't had time to blog recently.  I super excited, i have 20 records coming in the mail sometime this week! Hopefully they will be in tomorrow since its my only day off.  Anyway, i wish it were Christmas... so when i walk around singing Last Christmas its no big deal...  I'm super tired. I can't even focus to type this up.  Theres a cat in my face... and she is super annoying.  I'm cat sitting for a friend who recently lost her house and her fiance wont let her get another one because he fears they will go into debt... but she bought $300 dollars worth of clothes and it was fine... sometimes men make no sense.  But until they get a house i have to listen to my mother and stepfather complain about it.