Monday, August 26, 2013
I miss you!
Recently my boyfriend went off to college. He's about 3 hours away from where i am right now. I've laid in bed the past 3 days not sleeping til 3 in the morning. I miss him. I miss his hugs and his kisses. I miss the way he runs his fingers through my hair. I miss cuddling with him whenever i'm sad. I miss laying my head in his lap while he plays video games. I miss seeing his smile... like face to face. We've been skyping like crazy... but that's just not enough. I mean... he gives me "hugs and kisses" but its not the same. I just miss him. I tell myself everything will be okay, that he will be back eventually. I wish that he could come and wipe away my tears. It's hard... i know that he is not the one to cheat... but one of his roommates brings around all these girls to hang out with (he has a girlfriend as well.) I'm just nervous that he'll find somebody prettier and has most of the same interests as him. He keeps telling me I have nothing to worry about... but I do. Is that bad? My mind tells me that he will... while my heart tells me that he won't. But i should at least attempt to sleep. Goodnight people.
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