Monday, August 26, 2013

I miss you!

Recently my boyfriend went off to college.  He's about 3 hours away from where i am right now.  I've laid in bed the past 3 days not sleeping til 3 in the morning.  I miss him.  I miss his hugs and his kisses.  I miss the way he runs his fingers through my hair.  I miss cuddling with him whenever i'm sad.  I miss laying my head in his lap while he plays video games.  I miss seeing his smile... like face to face.  We've been skyping like crazy... but that's just not enough.  I mean... he gives me "hugs and kisses" but its not the same.  I just miss him.  I tell myself everything will be okay, that he will be back eventually.  I wish that he could come and wipe away my tears.  It's hard... i know that he is not the one to cheat... but one of his roommates brings around all these girls to hang out with (he has a girlfriend as well.)  I'm just nervous that he'll find somebody prettier and has most of the same interests as him.  He keeps telling me I have nothing to worry about... but I do.  Is that bad?  My mind tells me that he will... while my heart tells me that he won't.  But i should at least attempt to sleep.  Goodnight people.

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